Break-up: The Darkest Phase
I was walking alone on an endless pathway of life without any hope to live. My face was no longer as charming as it used to be. My hair was messy, I was losing weight, and not only my body was dying, but my soul was crying.
Living in a hell of depression made the existence of my family and friends to null. Break up with a guy after three and a half years of the relationship has changed my life forever. It shattered me completely; I was on the verge of committing suicide. I did not think about my family, I did not bother about my career. I was once a living soul and now dying in life’s black hole.
My relationship with him was special. He proposed to me and committed to staying with me for a lifetime. Everything was good in the first year but was very different later. I have seen so many dreams with him that my life was nothing without him. As the year goes on our marriage was the dream that seems a lot closer. I asked him to speak to his parents about our marriage. His failing attempts to speak to them made me crazy.
One day he asked his father about me, but they refused to accept me. I heard of all the illogically logical reasons for family, status, society, and all. I still waited for his parent’s approval. He did not introduce me to his parents, family members or friends ever, but I didn’t question him.
I had to convince my parents, not to see anyone for me (arranged marriage) as I already had my love for me. This made me very frustrated and depressed. Also, I found that his attitude toward me was a little different.
Law of Attraction: The Secret
After a few days, my sister introduced me to the secret movie. I found it so amazing that I immediately started applying the principles of the Law of Attraction. I applied every principle correctly but even after seven months of practicing it, I didn’t get any results. I sat down, cried and one day I decided to give up.
Two days later when I asked my boyfriend again if there is any progress at his place regarding our marriage, he denied and disconnected the phone. I then decided to break up with him as it was very difficult for me to take that pain any further. It was almost three and a half years of wait. I broke up finally.
But, I missed him a lot, and cried like mad, somewhere deep down I still wanted him to come back.
Then life has its own choice. Though I have given up on the law of attraction, the truth no one can give up and then slowly I started getting positive. It was very difficult for me to overcome my relationship, but Law of Attraction attracted awesome people just whom I needed.
The Law of Attraction Journey
One of them is our Awesome AJ – Ajaya Mishra, who has become my guide on life’s journey and one more friend who is now my best buddy. These two people guided and supported me on those challenging days of life. They stood like pillars for me and helped me overcome my past.
They made me understand how to see the brighter side of life. With time, I started moving on. I started believing more in the Universe and I started Understanding more. At times, I miss my boyfriend and I ask the Universe what went wrong. I was doing everything right, giving unconditional love and gratitude to him and his family, but still why he hasn’t come to me.
That’s when I was asking, the Universe decided to answer every question of mine.
One evening a lady called me and introduced me as my boyfriend’s wife. After talking to her, I got to know that he ditched me by saying that he was convincing his parents. He was already a married guy 6 months before and he was fooling his wife and me. For a moment, it was like a nightmare for me.
But sooner I realized the law of attraction was working. I got my answer from the Universe, why it kept me away from a guy who was not matching my frequency.
Law of Attraction And Self-Love
I found that Law of Attraction and the Universe always work in our favor for everything that we deeply desire, if that thing is not matching your frequency then it will automatically be sidelined from your life. What I wanted was a committed loving relationship with a person who loves me back equally, but this guy was not matching. Though I went through the Universe always work for my happiness.
Later I did Magical Practice under AJ’s guidance and it made my soul completely free. Today, I am a free and independent girl. I am living my magical life. I am achieving my dreams. I started glowing so much that people started noticing my beauty. They love my sense of humor and love my company. My colleagues love my work. It’s like I am spreading the joy of being the sunshine and the whole Universe is falling in love with me.
I shared my story here because I have seen lots of people trying to get their love back; they try to manifest their soul mate and even some going through the tough time but in doing all the effort they forgot their true selves.